A Progression

Clearly not a secret that I have been feeling out of sorts. But today? Today I got up and decided that I was going to feel good - if only for a moment.

I showered, put on a pretty dress, I smell good. I look good. I am treating myself to a massage this evening.

I am also treating myself to a nice long drive. I am kidless and husbandless tonight and so I may just drive and drive. (If I end up in NJ? I'm totally turning around though . . . just saying . . .)

I've got a load of things to sort out, not least of which is my current addiction to self-loathing. One piece at a time right?

Anyway, I hope you all feel as good as I look right now. . . seriously, I look good. The girls are in the right place, the hips are minimized, the legs are brown and sparkly . . . the hair is near perfect and not a blemish on my face. Today? today I can stop traffic, if I do pat myself on the back for that one ;)

Have a good weekend ya'll. Hopefully when I come back from it, it will be with a better outlook on life. If not? It'll be with a bottle or two of vodka! ;)